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| 12:08pm 01/01/2010 |
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mood:  happy music: Wake Up - The Arcade Fire
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For New Years Eve I reconnected with many of my old high school friends and acquaintances, baked a Queen of Sheba cake, and watched the Pixar movie Up (during which I cried about four times). It was, over all, a good way to end a year. I felt like a kid again, and I have been surrounded by my oldest and closest friends. I've never laughed so hard, or smiled so much. I'm happy.
( 2009 in Review! ) |
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| 2010 |
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| 09:00pm 30/12/2009 |
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resolutions:
2009 & 10
-get the tattoo i want in replacement of piercing or vice versa...but i think this is making the list again this year....i think i'm all set with my ears and nose and navel.
-continue to be decisive, especially in regards to school and work, and relationships...must communicate choices better
-declare a major however, double majoring is ruining my life, so might change depending on discussion with FA about law school and trinidad experience
-after discussion, appropriate research in decided direction
-continue to enjoy personal oxymoronic tendencies
-play more (harmless!!!!!! and not annoying!!!!!) tricks
-continue my healthy eating and gym routine but not drop my b.m.i. below 18.5 or 122 lbs (currently 19.5-6/129 lbs)...and maintaining personal awareness of potentially compulsive behavior
-watch more u.c.b.
-go on a road trip and have it not fall through. LIANNE AND I ARE MAKING IT TO TEXAS OVER SPRING BREAK, or MONTREAL FOR OUR BIRTHDAYS, I DON'T CARE.
-write down music i hear and like and download it asap instead of baking out and forgetting
-help someone everyday/do something for someone i care about/put energy towards a good cause
-stop hanging out with people who are unsympathetic
-stop hanging out with people who fuck me over on a continued basis and i forgive for no reason...don't forgive entirely just communicate
-make something i am very proud of...my papers for history of sexuality and literary analysis for nella larsen & claude mckay =). keeping it up!
-write more/read more for leisure. especially because i keep re-reading specific books and not finishing new ones.
-go with my gut
-be more observant
-know my size and the space i occupy...i will avoid a lot of clumsy accidents doing this
-expand my already noxious vocabulary
-don't be so judgmental, i am very excited about this, i keep getting smacked in the face by this periodically but i am getting better
-break the romanticized visions i have about living and certain life styles.
-stop making schedules that are over the top
-sleep more
-dance more
-work and make a lot of cash money dolla bills
-get and stay confident about what i have to say
-introspection is crucial but shouldn't be so critical
-everything is a learning experience, evaluated objectively as such, et cetra
-everything will change/things fall apart (the harder parts of learning experiences)
-quit smoking
-branch out
-implement full out sex-ed program by the summer
-get waitressing job of some description in worcester
-go somewhere amazing over the summer and kezar lake <33, amazing in terms of personal experience, going to trinidad in january so there.
-reconnect with CFSers/go to the folk festival in august....again again!
-get inspired, stay inspired
-make more art
-take more random mini vacations, love VT and NY foreverr. |
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| Old Tired Zeitgeist |
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| 10:42pm 26/12/2009 |
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mood:  quixotic music: Marry Song - Band Of Horses
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Movie to watch:
Ashes of Time Redux. There's something to be said for Maggie Cheung's magical amnesia wine or the way her face looks as she watches her son play by the ocean with her cheek pressed into the folds of her arms: dark, turbulent.
Show to follow:
Fringe. Put all your trust in J.J. Abrams. Believe, baby, believe.
Music to hear:
John Lennon, "Instant Karma (We All Shine On)".
Book to read:
Elizabeth Gaskell's North and South. We hate Margaret Hale but we're all Margaret Hale. A book for the women who were always young, sheltered, but ready to face the mob.
Pastime to commit to:
Iceskating at Frog Pond, apparently. It only really works out if you've got a firm grip on someone else to balance you out on the ice, otherwise you should just stick to the sides and awkwardly swing around the 13-year-olds who also can't skate. Make sure you tie those skates on right tight, or you will snap your ankles off.
Song to sing:
Radiohead, "No Surprises". Ever since the season six premiere, I've been associating this song with the image of Hugh Laurie detoxing, which frankly should just be the music video for the song, instead of the coco for cuckoo puffs drowning sequence by Thom Yorke.
Complaint to have:
I am the worst Chinese student in my class and Chinese is my major? Most stressful semester ever? I don't even care anymore, quite frankly, the shitfest that was Fall 09 is over! My life starts anew! I arise from the flames like the phoenix from the ashes, etc. etc.!
Excuse to use:
Nothing to talk about anymore, must run.
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